SABBATH ALMOST PAST!

Sabbath is almost past. I have had a lazy one. I didn't attend church this morning because I was under the weather. I have been all week. I woke up with the intention of going to church, but didn't feel like driving. I couldn't drag myself out of bed. Had a talk with God and then got up and dressed. Cooked lunch for my hungry family and then got on the computer. BIG MISTAKE! Planned to only be on here a short while and get off. But here I still am. I keep thinking of things I want to do. Soon won't have the internet at home.

I know you have heard that before. But this is for sure. I just don't know the exact day. I had planned on getting rid of a lot of things that would be too much to keep up with from another computer. Such as my family history sites. But if I don't go to them very often and update once in a while, what would hurt to leave them up? Plan to keep my email address and check on it from the Library from time to time. Why can't I do that with other things? Hard to give up things, but something has to go. I had planned to get rid of this blog, but can't quite do it yet. Maybe later.

Your probably quite confused by now. I know I am not making a lot of sense. This sinus infection and larengitis is about to get me down, eventhough I had been feeling better today. Now that evening is approaching, my ears are beginning to stop back up and my gums to ache. I had to start this over because I forgot to save it the first time and went to preview and lost everything. I want to finish and get off.

The whole purpose of posting the blog today was to say goodbye. Now that I can't bring myself to end it, it will probably be the last post for a while. I will have to wait and see how much time I will have. I should give up a lot of things. It is my fault we have to get rid of the internet at home. It is my own fault I am so depressed. I did a stupid thing. I know God is with me and I am trying to let him be in control, but I start feeling this is my punishment and for my own good and I will get through it. It just seems to get to be more than I can bare.

I have enjoyed having this blog. I want to continue. I need to just learn to write less. That is from my point of view. Some of you might be saying Hurah. Big mouth won't be on as often or write as much. Now if you truely feel that way, you didn't have to read this at all. Don't bookmark it and don't come back to it. I wouldn't know the difference.

Time to go. I know this has been a bunch of thoughts thrown together today. Hopefully next time, I will make more sense. I won't be able to spend as much time on it. I need to have in mind what I want to write before typing it up. Take care all and God bless!

Starlight*

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